hello friends!! who's been inactive for these past months? well me.
About a year ago i was gonna write a journal entry about why i suddenly disappeared, but I never had it in me to do it. this past year has been a struggle for me. I will not go deeper in detail about what has happened, but it's resulted in me suffering from a couple of mental illnesses and i'm in a very bad place right now and have been for a while. life is a mess, but hey, what can you do?
a lot of things have happened. i've graduated school and i'm approaching my 20th birthday next week. i've bellydanced for about a year also.
right now i don't have any access to a computer with photoshop or any other artsy program and wont have for a while probably and that's why i haven't uploaded anything for so long. i'm drawing A LOT traditionally though, with pencils and watercolours so it's all fine. I might do an art-dump some day in case anyone's interested in what i've been drawing.
also, i apologise SO MUCH to the friends ive lost contact with whilst slowly drifting away from here. its NOT anyones fault, ive had such a tough time getting through this past year and i havent had any energy to interact. i still love you and i havent forgotten about you i promise
hopefully i'll return once my life takes a turn for the better!! i just thought id show up and prove that im not dead (yet) haha!